10 metre walk, Day 25/108
Feeling: I am in some dark matter.
Slowly drowning into it.
It is taking the life out of me.
I do not worry.
I stay still and watch my body slowly moving
into thick dense dark abyss.
Meanwhile I speak to it.
What’s up, Thick Dense Dark Abyss (TDDA).
TDDA: Hey Hi, I am doing my job.
Okay. And, Why me.
TDDA: Because you are here.
What if, I don’t want to be here.
>> Alternate reality >>
What if, I want to see what's beyond you.
TDDA: I can take you there.
Wait, First tell me. What its like.
TDDA: I am sorry miss. That cannot happen. You have to trust the process.
Fine. Take me there.
TDDA: Close your eyes.
I close my eyes. I am fully drowned now.
My body can’t breathe. I Struggle for air. I am moving frantically.
I take in the dark matter in this struggle.
My lungs are filled with the matter now.
My heart struggle to pump blood.
And I stop breathing.
My body is moving no more.
I can very clearly see my body now, from outside.
I am free. I am extremely light.
TDDA: Then, Look for your options. And Let me do my job.
Perplexed, I looked around.
There are thoughts of different genre lying around.
I can choose to take any. But I really need to choose the one which is going to help me get out of this thick dense dark abyss.
It has reached till my navel. I am all gassy now. Burping non-stop.
burp..
Meanwhile, I decide to pick the one.
“I belong to light, Love and power.”
burp.. burp..
I kept repeating it.
“I belong to Light, Love and Power. ( burp.. )
I belong to Light, Love and Power.
I belong to Light, Love and Power…”
Burping stopped. Slowly the dark matter became dirty water to clear water.
I swim to the shore of this pond.
Giving my thanks and gratitude to mother earth to allow this transformation, I start walking.
I will reach home with the morning sun.
